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Monday, September 14, 2009
11:58 PM
I am very sad. I feel very down and depressed. I long for that love and care. I want things to go back to normal. I really do. The emptiness and lost feeling is killing me. Its affecting everything i do. Its just crazy. I'm flaring up at everyone for no reason. I'm worse than a girl going through her period.
I feel i need to entrust myself to god. Its seems as if all else has failed. Where theres no one to turn to who can help me directly. Friends can offer advice. Friends can tolerate the mood swings. But no, they cannot change whats inside. I need someone to help me and save me from what my inner being has became. But where do i start?
The only solution i thought of and acted upon only can help that much. I have ran out of ideas. I am exhausted. Someone save me please, from all this agony, from all this pain, from all the sleepless nights.
I'm killing myself. I dont know who i am anymore.
as said by Justin
Propaganda by the government @ 11:58 PM
"The opposition never wins"
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